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Today was a great day. well till i got home at least at my mama's house.... my compy is being gay and ******** slow scream ahhh..... but anywho.... Man i've noticed that in this journal, i write a lot of different things.... but that since i started this journal, i write more deeper thoughts in here. i use to write about how stupid stephanie was or how she buged the s**t out of me, but now i write more important things. Like how i feel, or what i've been thinking of, or what i wish to accomplish as i get older. I sometimes feel like i'm older, or smarter, or is wisdom growning in the back of my head? I've also noticed that a lot of people from school acted really in-mature- like those white crazy kids.... they have parties and booze and they smoke pot and have sex all the time, don't they see that there living their lives for 4yrs then once they finish high school, they're gonna marry something, and start poppin babies out like a machine. Then their husband is gonna cheat on them wit some other stupid blonde... there just pathetic.

Have you ever wondered WHY do you meet certain people in life? I mean what do you think it would be like if you didn't met your best friend. Do you think your life would be different or the same. Do you think God but those people in your journey throught life? Or was it just luck?

I know I ask a lot of...."Don't you ever wonder"...."or how would this be like if..." Questions. well really if you haven't notice, i like to think of many possiblities of why and how things happen. i like to seek knowlege even if i can't spell the word XD!!! sometimes i feel like i'm living in a dream, because sometimes things just dont seem so real. My mind goes wild, i can think of anything... Most of the time i keep my thoughts to myself because sometimes i feel like no one is really like me in this aspect, i feel like no one ever really thinks about all these other things, or there not willing to share. I like to see what other people think about life in general,i like to listen to people, i'm a good listener biggrin . Do you think i act my age, because sometimes i think that no one gets wat i'm saying. I kno i write to much but this is how i get things out, how i express myself... if i didn't have a journal i don't know how i would write all this down. I don't like to write it on paper because i can't write as fast as i think, but i can type a lot faster and get most of it down.... I kno i babble for hours..... this is me!!! so wat.

Today Was fun i finally got to eat Apricot Chicken biggrin it was teh best. I Love It.!!!!! Macha makes it way better than me i don't know how she does it. I also got to see a lil bit of anime cuz i never watch. I'm kinda getting some of it down cuz it always got me confused.... confused Macha made me watch case closed and it's really good, i also saw Inuyasa i think that's how you spell it, thankfully she was there cuz i kept on asking questions. Thank you Macha cool heart Vita was over before i got there and she told me how she put tape on Emma and she started spazing all ova da place rofl it was funny n___n

YAY Jessica is back!!!!! Bout time you got back dumb dumb xd !!!!
Man i think this may be one of the longest entries yet. I love my Jouranl.

Hella funny Emo guys you gotta see it click on it cuz you know you wanna This is hella
funny xd !!! xp 3nodding But i still think those Emo guys are hella Hawt. heart heart Well i'm out yo ~Cindy

I heart you ALL heart cool heart

I kno this is ******** old but i wanted to kno wat you guys would say about me cuz when i filled this out i didn't have a journal.

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

You better fill it out. twisted rofl pirate whee 3nodding xd heart domokun biggrin ninja