I feel pretty retarted right now,
I wrote this huge journal entry yesterday,
but I forgot to save...
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how pathetic can I get?
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And it was HUGE! The most I have ever wrote in one sitting in my whole life...and I have nothing to show for it...
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this is so sad...
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whatever...
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axceptance is the first step, and I have axcepted that I am retarded...this is so sad...
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it is morning right now, I had my breakfast already, because my brother for some reason realy wanted my to eat with him,
now I know why,
the whole time my dad was pacing around occasionaly saying things like
"it is a beaultiful day in there neiborhood"....
I'm scared...
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I think he has gone crazy, oh wait, I already knew that...
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I just wonder if he was always like that or if it was us kid who mae him like that...
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I am so happy there is no school today...
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right now I am listening to veryus song like 1-2 step and pump it...I just want somthing with I nice beat...
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I guess this it is for the entery...peace out till next time!
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