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Wonderful?
Well today so far has been WEIRD.
I got up at 12...watched a movie, went to take my shower/bath late...and who pops up? Merchy... stare Weird...but fun ^.^; though nothing to do, going to Itchy's was...Weeeeeird...Fun-ness when we saw baby pictures! mrgreen Hmm, she also got to...well partially chew out Elani's damn boyfriend, but....then again, I getta have the pleasure of beating him up- mom's permission. She's angry at him for lying xD so she wants me to teach him a lesson...
Other words...
Get yelled at by mother as usual for the sake of cleaning house, so that we may re-finance the house, and possibly sell it (she says it depends, she too has become rather attached to Iowa as I have) So, we have been cleaning every since she left...
XP!
then I got stuck cleaning my room- hey I had fun- but Elani did the majority of the room, I've been just highly embarassed of sharing it with her. I want a room of my own for a change...! @__@!
Hmm, maybe I can talk my mom into moving to a bigger house, but yet remain here in Waterloo...I mean Brandon soon is gonna get his own room (being the only boy) so...come to think of it- there is NO WAY I am sharing a room with both Autumn and Elani. I may as well run away from that..
@_@
But then me and mom had a talk...
She came in my room while I was cleaning, and told me that she has been sorry about not giving me the kind of attention I deserve, and in a way she has been taking advantage of me, by keeping me inside and babysitting the whole while. She told me she also hasn't been sure how to express love to someone who's become, well, cold...Yeah I think at this rate I may as well change the way I look AND my personality, every time I try changing it something happens and I guess it's only right that they think me that way...She also told me that until she gets her RN, which if she passes this summer term, she'll only have fall and winter, and she can graduate from that, she'd only work one job instead of 2...She told me that until then she needs my full cooperation...
I guess so...
-sigh- I'm bored- I'm gonna hope to get on later, since I'm only allowed to take a bit of a break from endless cleaning...X_X!!
But really, if I am to cooperate with my family, I'm gonna need some of that from Autumn and Brandon, especially Autumn...She hates me so much, I just...give up sometimes! Come to think of it, she's really abusive...I can't show her sisterly love without her hating me!
Oh well, I must get off....
time to get back to cleaning -____-
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At least you have a sister to do most of the cleaning.