ive allways been known as the opdamistic {the one whom sees the glass half full} but im kinda liveing a lie every smile was just somthing to help me forget the real me and as i get older i just trie to give up on the past and the dreams that are not acomplishiable i have to forget but i dont want to give up on trying to be happy even though its imposible for me ive only seen happyness but never quite getting it but if ur a normal person and u see me in public or somthing youll see me smile after that smile you will probily think ~that girl is soo happy all the time and purky and nice~ and well on the inside thats not me at all i smile for two reasons 1.because i want ppl to be happy my smiles have made many people happy and have coforted them 2. everytime i smile i have a bit of hope that one day it woulnt be a fake one.    
 shikyo1455 · Mon Jan 28, 2008 @ 06:40am · 4 Comments |
