|
I'd tell you I love you, but I would have to die.
I'd ask to know everything about you, but first I have to cry.
With-out you in life, I cannot proceed
If I ever told you these things, I'd have to bleed.
You mean so much more to her, then I could ever know
The fairytale I keep living in my head, is just some stupid show
That I buy time with, that I keep to remember what I cannot hold
With those secrets lying beneath your eyes, waiting to be told
In my dreams, I see Hers and Your love stronger then what I could ever give her
My stupid fantasies of You and I, that once was a "Could be," but now..a "Once were."
If I ever told her so, I would be dead
So, I hold it in and cut myself instead.
I would never shed a tear if he told her "I love you."
Because we both know that that's what a real friend would do.
Even if the love you two share, cannot be something I could ever kiss or hope to have one day in my dreams
I know that when I see you two together, the love is brighter then my eyes, for it gleams.
My eyes are green
I refer to myself as "A foolish Tween."
I could never hope to touch him, because he does not belong to me. But the one he choses to kiss
It's a kind of lucky she has, that I replace hurt with fake bliss.
I could never hope to hold his hand, or even touch his hair
Because if I ever did, I'd have to breath in fire, instead of air.
If I ever told him "I love you," or decided to take that back and say "I like you" instead...
The words that came from her: "He's the one for me, I think I love him." Would be playing over and over in my head.
I would bleed to see you two love eachother
That all he would be to me is just "A big Brother."
Like every other love, I'm sorry to be so stupid.
It's just a fake feeling, aimed at me by yours truly, Mr. Cupid.
So, be there for eachother, I'll be the first to see you two kiss
Because my fake happiness and smile turns into real bliss
And I'll be there for anything...just for you two
Go ahead, hold hands...
I'm Right Behind You...
 Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Sat Jan 19, 2008 @ 01:03am · 1 Comments |
