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I'm not percisely sure why I am writing this entry, it isn't as though I have a lot to say at the moment. In my personal life I am trying to get things in order and clear the way to.. just drop everything. Here is the strange thing, I keep being told that I hate people, or that I am really mad at people.

I'm only going to post this one.. well in this entry at least:

I am NOT capable of holding grudges for long

Face it people, just because I was mad at someone before doesn't mean I remain mad. Spite can only take someone so far.

I like to think I am beyond the petty spite stage. The only time I ever pulled those guns was when it was a real life anger issue, something that couldn't be pushed away, and I felt like crap the whole time.

I am Not out to get anyone.

Anyway, again, I am rambling, and I sincerely doubt that the people that should be reading this ever will.

Please, in the off chance you do. Stop slandering me and makeing the snide comments. I haven't been doing it about you and I haven't been trying anything to tick anyone off. I am trying to live and let live. Perhaps if you were willing to do the same things would heal.

Nothing I ever did was out of greed or malice.

~Steal