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Sad, yet happy.
I've been experiencing that feeling a lot lately. Sadness which quickly turns to the opposite or vice versa. I even have found a song that stirs similar feelings within me. Don't know what I mean? Go look back at oh my last 6 journal entries. One day I'm super depressed, and my next entry is all positive. I'm going through a rollercoaster here. But it's life and what else can you expect?

I did read an amusing astrology report early today about my birthday. I see a lot of similar trends going on it gives advice for in my life. Haha, not saying I believe in this or anything but it's an interesting read.

September 19th horoscope for September 2007 to September 2008


When a Quarter Moon occurs in your Return chart, as it does this year, you are at some sort of a turning point in your life in terms of personal growth. Events that occur this year act as catalysts that get you in touch with some important issues in your emotional life. Your emotions run high, and mood swings or identity crises are possible. There may be some kind of conflict in your life arising from a great urge to do something different. It promises to be a busy, dynamic, and significant period in your life.

The Sun squares Mars and Pluto around the time of your birthday this year--an intense, dynamic, and powerful combination! Power struggles are likely in the year ahead, particularly with men or those in authority. You have transformative energy at your disposal, and how this will play out depends on how you handle it. Channeled positively, you could move mountains when it comes to pushing your projects ahead. If mishandled, however, you could be argumentative, stressed, and hell-bent on having your way! Avoid taking extreme measures to make things happen your way, and avoid people who might be doing same. Deliberately trying to maneuver things in order to get the upper hand will be a lesson in frustration. A need to control or gain power may be at the root of frustrations. You are inclined towards pushing yourself too hard in the pursuit of your goals, and it's best to be aware of this tendency so that you don't push yourself beyond your limits. Events that highlight the necessity to put faith in something or someone are likely to arise. You are likely to have more courage than usual to do things that break the routine, and confrontations engaged in this year could clear the air and help you to move forward.

Neptune figures strongly in your Solar Return chart, forming harmonious aspects to the Sun, Mercury, and Mars, and challenging Venus. Intuition is highlighted. You are expressing yourself with more charm and perhaps some mystery. At times, you may struggle with what you want to believe and with what is reality. A higher purpose to your life is what you seek, and you rely more heavily upon your intuition in order to achieve it.

With Mercury in harmonious aspect to Venus, Uranus, and Neptune in your Solar Return chart, you are likely to experience happy relations with younger people and to enjoy increased powers of intellect. This is an excellent year for teaching and speaking. Intuition is strong and involved in the decisions you make. You present your ideas with charm, fun, and imagination, helping to smooth over differences in your personal relationships as well as aiding you on a professional level. Some of your hunches could be prophetic. You are thinking more creatively, and express yourself with more sensitivity, compassion, and warmth. There may be unexpected and pleasant news this year that enhances your life. You are able to find new insight into old problems, and your thinking processes during this period are likely to be especially original. This is a good year for projects involving technology or New Age topics. You may find more opportunities to attend meetings and other organized group activities, to communicate online, and to take part in activities involving computers, scientific projects, or metaphysics. Unexpected gains may be realized through such mediums. Your intuition is strong, and insights seem to come from "out of the blue". Original, creative ideas are easy to come by this year.

Venus opposes Neptune in your Solar Return this year. Some caution with your personal finances and your social relationships is in order. Most importantly, you should do your best to watch out for tendencies towards self-deception. Things might look too good to be true, simply because you want to see the best in others. Relationship ups and downs are possible, as this could be a year when romantic mirages are more likely. The "highs" of a relationship may be thrilling, but the accompanying "lows" can be draining. Uncertainty may characterize your love relationships from time to time this year. Be careful not to set yourself up for disappointment. The same goes for finances.

The desire to take control of your life is more important to you than usual this year. Power struggles with others may be the result, but with a little extra effort and self-understanding, you could enjoy increased focus and sense of purpose. The drive to achieve is strong, making this a strong year for ridding yourself of bad habits. The ability to express yourself with charm and imagination helps smooth over some relating problems. Getting your finances and your love life in order plays a big role. Ups and downs and a few disappointments in these areas of life are likely. Acting on your intuition will serve you well as long as you can discern between impulses that are intuitive and those that are defiant or excessively emotional.


2007 is a Number One year for you. Ruled by the Sun. This is a year of action. The seeds you plant now, you will reap later. Others might find you less sociable, as you are busier than ever and you focus on your activities and your needs. Still, you are outgoing and your initiative is stronger than ever. Advice - Stand alone, take action, start fresh, express independence.

2008 will be a Number Two year for you. Ruled by the Moon. This is a year of potential companionship. It is a quiet, gentle, and mostly harmonious year that is less active than other years. Instead, you are more responsive to the needs of others. If you are patient and open yourself up in a gentle manner, you will attract both things and people. This is an excellent year in which to build and develop for the future. Advice - be patient, be receptive, enjoy the peace, collect.



If only I read the thing about setting myself up for disapointment sooner! rofl

Anyways, if you haven't seen my new song on my profile. Check out this link, it stirs happiness and sadness in me. Kaze Ni Naru I like it at least.

~DJ Bothwell


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  • User Comments: [4]
    you went from emo to just flat out gay. Go wear your sister's jean's emo gay man!

    comment XDvandalJake · Community Member · Wed Jan 09, 2008 @ 06:15am
    I'm getting to the point where I can fit in ladies pants. Oh yeah stressed induced weight loss! I've gone down like two or three pant sizes in the last couple months.

    Whooh?

    comment XDvandalDJ · Community Member · Thu Jan 10, 2008 @ 12:46am
    I don't understand why people insist that stress induced weight loss is a bad thing. When it happens to me, I think that its the only good thing going for me at the time, lol.

    comment XDvandalJake · Community Member · Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 10:19pm
    I know exactly what you mean. rofl

    comment XDvandalDJ · Community Member · Fri Jan 11, 2008 @ 11:12pm
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