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I'm yet again jobless. Adfitch had a big layoff, and I was one of the unlucky ones who lost there job there. At least this time I can get unemploment, And I'm also getting a Severance check that's going to help me a bit. I'm not mad at them... I understand 100% that the bussnes wasn't doing well and they had to let people go... it's just that when something like this happends just 3 months apart from each other, you just start to wonder if it you that is doing something. I keep asking myself, what have I dont' wrong, why does this keep happening? Am I a really bad worker? Well I look at myself and say NO to that one, I know I'm not a bad worker. Nothing meens more to me then my job. I get there on time, I work HARD, I do my job and I do it well. I just think I happen to come into that job at a bad time. I just don't understand why they where hireing people when work was that low. I just hope that work picks back up, cuz if it dose, then I can get my job back. I really liked it there. The people where nice, The work was something like looked forward to everyday. I even made a life long friend there. Even though I'm gone she still is there to help me and see me though it all. I wouldn't trade me working there ( even for the short time I did ) for anything in the world. I just hope that I can find another job like the one at Adfitch, or find a different one working with my art. Whatever happends, I just have to keep telling myself that it happned for a reason and that there's something better for me out there that this job was holding me back on. I'll pull though this, and I bounce back 100 times better then before. I just hope that this time, when I get my new job... it will last longer then 3 months.