Feelings.
When you're not with me,
It's like I'm not even alive.
Without you,
My heart fails to beat.
Without my feelings for you,
There would be no feelings.
Betrayel
I tried for you,
I lied for you,
If I could have,
I would've died for you.
But you didn't love me enought to try,
You trusted me enough,
only to lie,
And now,
Because of that,
To me,
You've died.
Shelf
There I was,
On your shelf,
Without a soul,
All by my self.
My long red hair,
My deep brown eyes,
My porclein face,
The things it hides.
There I am,
On your shelf,
Fighting back,
All by myself.
A soothing hug,
The smile I seek,
A kiss upon,
My tear stained cheek.
I look into your eyes,
I see into your soul,
I can tell,
And it leaves a hole.
You do not love,
You cannot heal,
You do not see,
You cannot feel.
Here I am,
On your shelf,
Looking back,
All by my self.
Here I am,
On your shelf,
No coming out,
All by my self.
There I go,
Off your shelf,
No escape,
No one to help.
But then I see,
A shining light,
I see an angel,
And I start to fight.
I fight the hurt,
I fight the pain,
My heart starts to beat,
And I feel again.
My mothers arms,
My mothers love,
My mothers touch,
A blessing from above.
I forget,
My painful past,
I forget,
You.
There I was,
On your shelf,
But here I am,
I am my self.
Secrets
A sweet soreness in my muscles,
That mark upon my neck,
Your scent upon my skin,
The ghostly rememberence of your lips,
Your skin beneath my nails,
Your taste in my mouth.
Remembering,
Remember,
Remember.
We walk home in the rain,
Talking of our future,
We depart with a kiss,
And a passionate look,
I arrive home,
To hostile silence,
My mother suspects,
My friend knows.
Secrets,
Secrets,
My deepest secret.
Lost
Keep calm,
my little one,
Keep calm,
'till we are done.
You're safe,
Here in my arms,
'nd tho' strange,
As they may feel,
My hands,
Can only heal.
Calm your cries,
O' little child,
And may,
Your rest be mild.
You're safe,
Here in my warmth.
You're safe,
From all things dark.
Who you are,
Who you'll be.
I guess,
I'll never see.
For child,
Although I heal,
Your life,
Thy god did steal.
Tho' fret not,
My little one,
For your pain,
Will never come.
You're safe,
Here in my thoughts,
And tho'
You were not born,
Your life I still do mourn.
And when,
I think of you,
Know this,
My thoughts are true.
You're safe,
Without the pain.
And I hope,
We meet again.
Love
I was lying in bed,
Thinkin' of you,
The stuff we could talk about,
The s**t we could do.
My cheast feels all funny,
What is this feeling,
Not like the last time,
I feel like I'm keeling.
You make me laugh,
You make me smile,
When I think of you,
My heart races a mile.
I look at the others,
And the way we could be,
The times I could flash you,
When you're havin' a pee.
I feel kind of sick,
I'm feeling kinda queezy,
Like I'm gonna throw up,
My hearts kinda squeazy.
I know we just met,
And that I love to dance,
And I know if we do this,
Give it a chance...
I was lyin' in bed,
Thinkin' of you,
The stuff we could talk about,
The s**t we could do...
Okay, one more poem, this ones about friendship.
Through the rain,
And through the snow,
If you need me,
Just let me know.
When you're upset,
And when you're sad,
When you're crazy,
And when you're mad.
My shoulder is always ready,
For you to lean on it,
Tell me your secrets,
Or just random s**t.
But always remember,
Never,
Ever.
Forget,
Through the rain,
And through the snow,
If you need me,
Just let me know.
Because I will always be there.
Okay, this year, I'mma gonna be more physical -;D- and I'm gonna get into shape. That's a promise. ^^
When you're not with me,
It's like I'm not even alive.
Without you,
My heart fails to beat.
Without my feelings for you,
There would be no feelings.
Betrayel
I tried for you,
I lied for you,
If I could have,
I would've died for you.
But you didn't love me enought to try,
You trusted me enough,
only to lie,
And now,
Because of that,
To me,
You've died.
Shelf
There I was,
On your shelf,
Without a soul,
All by my self.
My long red hair,
My deep brown eyes,
My porclein face,
The things it hides.
There I am,
On your shelf,
Fighting back,
All by myself.
A soothing hug,
The smile I seek,
A kiss upon,
My tear stained cheek.
I look into your eyes,
I see into your soul,
I can tell,
And it leaves a hole.
You do not love,
You cannot heal,
You do not see,
You cannot feel.
Here I am,
On your shelf,
Looking back,
All by my self.
Here I am,
On your shelf,
No coming out,
All by my self.
There I go,
Off your shelf,
No escape,
No one to help.
But then I see,
A shining light,
I see an angel,
And I start to fight.
I fight the hurt,
I fight the pain,
My heart starts to beat,
And I feel again.
My mothers arms,
My mothers love,
My mothers touch,
A blessing from above.
I forget,
My painful past,
I forget,
You.
There I was,
On your shelf,
But here I am,
I am my self.
Secrets
A sweet soreness in my muscles,
That mark upon my neck,
Your scent upon my skin,
The ghostly rememberence of your lips,
Your skin beneath my nails,
Your taste in my mouth.
Remembering,
Remember,
Remember.
We walk home in the rain,
Talking of our future,
We depart with a kiss,
And a passionate look,
I arrive home,
To hostile silence,
My mother suspects,
My friend knows.
Secrets,
Secrets,
My deepest secret.
Lost
Keep calm,
my little one,
Keep calm,
'till we are done.
You're safe,
Here in my arms,
'nd tho' strange,
As they may feel,
My hands,
Can only heal.
Calm your cries,
O' little child,
And may,
Your rest be mild.
You're safe,
Here in my warmth.
You're safe,
From all things dark.
Who you are,
Who you'll be.
I guess,
I'll never see.
For child,
Although I heal,
Your life,
Thy god did steal.
Tho' fret not,
My little one,
For your pain,
Will never come.
You're safe,
Here in my thoughts,
And tho'
You were not born,
Your life I still do mourn.
And when,
I think of you,
Know this,
My thoughts are true.
You're safe,
Without the pain.
And I hope,
We meet again.
Love
I was lying in bed,
Thinkin' of you,
The stuff we could talk about,
The s**t we could do.
My cheast feels all funny,
What is this feeling,
Not like the last time,
I feel like I'm keeling.
You make me laugh,
You make me smile,
When I think of you,
My heart races a mile.
I look at the others,
And the way we could be,
The times I could flash you,
When you're havin' a pee.
I feel kind of sick,
I'm feeling kinda queezy,
Like I'm gonna throw up,
My hearts kinda squeazy.
I know we just met,
And that I love to dance,
And I know if we do this,
Give it a chance...
I was lyin' in bed,
Thinkin' of you,
The stuff we could talk about,
The s**t we could do...
Okay, one more poem, this ones about friendship.
Through the rain,
And through the snow,
If you need me,
Just let me know.
When you're upset,
And when you're sad,
When you're crazy,
And when you're mad.
My shoulder is always ready,
For you to lean on it,
Tell me your secrets,
Or just random s**t.
But always remember,
Never,
Ever.
Forget,
Through the rain,
And through the snow,
If you need me,
Just let me know.
Because I will always be there.
Okay, this year, I'mma gonna be more physical -;D- and I'm gonna get into shape. That's a promise. ^^
