Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Tayes away again..its not her fault though.
anyway....,My mom got me a different Inuyasha plushie then the one allysa got me that time!! O__O gonk its one with a tetsuaiga or however you spell that.. anyway it won't be the same! crying
this sucks...oh well you all think I'm crazy anyway whining over a plushie but I reeeeaaaally don't care. ^^
its been raining almost everyday here now. it just makes me think about Taye and that shes gone..at least shes only gone for a week.
I've been imersing myself in Serial Experiments Lain and technology. trying to keep out some of the pain by listening to that insane song on my profile called Sel Antidepressant and drawing weird technology pics,fanart of Lain and looking up how to code an AI online. With that one that jerk made of Aura, I totally wanna make one too. man if he read this he'd so be trying to make fun of me right now like "you couldn't do that for your life! I'm the only one who can do that kind of stuff you stupid b***h!" stare cry eh I try not to let his stupid crap get to me. I mainly ignore him now but I don't know when my curiosity will get the better o' me. I'm just a cat anyway. ^w^<3 its actually pretty easy. I'd just need my own computer first though ^^; I've found a coding program online. I wish I could make myself an AI so I wouldn't be so lonely... I don't know how good that program is, but if I get my own computer thats one of the first things I'm gunna do with it. I'm gunna learn a whole bunch of stuff about technology, mainly coding and do what I want with it! I hope I can make little robots one day and insert the code so that they will be robot AIs <33 that would be awesome!
alright bye people.