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My friend put this in her profile:

"Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.



If dreaming is the only way to be with you, then I'll never open my eyes.



Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't? Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't? You fall deeper with each passing day, but try to hide it in every possible way. He's only a friend, and nothing else-- that's the lie you keeping telling yourself. You keep on saying he's just a bud, but deep inside, you're falling in love. You get so giddy when you meet his eyes, but keep reminding yourself it isn't right.

A simple glance turns into a stare, but you pretend that you don't care. It's "not right" for you two to be. Is that why you hide it so no one can see? But how long will you pretend? Keep lying that he's just a friend? Perhaps your feelings you can never show. Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know. Your friendship can't be risked over this, so being his girl is an impossible wish...



I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile.



As soon as forever is through, I’ll be over you.



A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding...

Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling...

And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you...



I'm afraid to close my eyes cause I might think of you.

I'm afraid to open them cause I might see you.

I'm afraid to move my lips cause I might speak of you.

I'm afraid to listen cause I might hear my heart fall for you



I always wonder why I can't just forget you and move on. Then I realize... I don't want to



Should I smile because you're my friend, or cry because that’s all we'll ever be?



I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there, I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to do, I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you. You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry."

Then something hit my heart.There was a pang. I dont knwo but I was affected by the words. I can fully understand what that person felt...

And I was touched crying