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The fainting is BACK! Or rather it never went away...or really it was made worse or it worsened. Remember how I told you one of the side effects of the medicine was stupidity? Yeah....I was talking to Nick on the phone last night and he asked me a question that I just couldn't think of an answer. It wasn't a fact-based question either. It was an opinion based question and I just couldn't think. I just sat there trying to think, crying. To quote the DDR guy "buckets of tears" (it was a joke people...) yeah, yeah it was terrible.

I keep getting those episodes, some are worse than others. Needless to say I am off the medicine and I'll be calling my doctor as soon as the holidays are over. I was playing rockstar (yeah we got rockstar for christmas) and something was touching my elbow and I had and episode and I just got frustrated and I scared Andrew. He couldn't figure out what was wrong with me. He went and got my parents.

I mean I'm not an unintelligent person, I'm not used to not having an answer to a question. I don't always have the correct answer, but I usually have one...anyways, how was everyone's christmas now that I've scared you? I got a guard pole and three flag silks!!! One of them is really really pretty. One is coral pink and the other is just like that blue one we used to practice with. xd