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This is me rite now... i need something, someone help, i feel so lonely, worried, paniced, i can't sleep. i don't feel like me wat's going on. I just need to leave somewhere.... the only thing is i don't kno where to go. cry confused

Me today :6/29/05:

Why do i wait,

why does everything come down,

when you don't want it to.

I'm Worried

My dreams are coming alive

my world is falling

piece by piece

I don't kno what to do

I'm a Failar

I have bad grades

I get into trouble

My summer is a waste

I don't have fun.

I have so much rage

But violence isn't the anwser

I want to go away

where nothing hurts

anything could happen

but not the worst

I need to leave this life

travel away to sumwhere

new, away from all this

Where I always have my things,

my friends, where i can drive,

be me, be free.

Where i'm happy

without a doubt.

Why was i so

stupid, dumb and ingnorant.

I've been stupid for too long

it's time for change,

I need to go,

I need to leave,

Because this isn't the life 4 me.