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"This Is A Call"

She fooled all of her friends into thinking she's so strong, but she still sleeps with her
light on, and she acts like It's all right on, as she smiles again her mother lies there sick
with cancer, and her friends don't understand her, she's a question without answers, who feels
like falling apart. She knows, she's so much more than worthless, but she needs to find her
purpose, she wonders what she did to deserve this and..

She's calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out, ' Cause everytime I fall down, I
reach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'm asking
you, to show me what this life is all about.

He tells everyone a story, because he feels his life is boring, and he fights so you won't
ignore him, because that's his biggest fear, and he cries, but you'll rarely see him do it. He
loves, but he's scared to use it. So he hides behind the music, cause he likes it that way. He
knows, He's so much more than worthless, he needs to find the surface, because he's starting to
get nervous.

He's calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out, ' Cause everytime I fall down, I
reach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'm asking
you, to show me what this life is all about.

Have you ever felt this way before? 'cause I don't wanna hide here anymore. Take me to place
where nothing's wrong and thanks for coming, shut the door. They say someone out there sees us,
Well if you're real then save me Jesus, cause I've been this way for far too long. I wasn't meant
to feel alone.
And now I'm calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out, 'Cause everytime I fall
down, I reach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'm
asking you, to show me what this life is all about.

Show me what this life is all about
Show me what this life is all about

This song makes me cry everytime I hear it because that's exactly how I feel. I love to see you happy Connor, that look in your eye when you're with him. and Soph if Joe held her close, that's what I wish I had. I just wish there was something I could do. You guys mean more to me than anything but sometimes people need that love that a friend cannot provide. But some of us don't have that luxury, and It's killing me. I never used to think I needed someone like that with me but look at me now.The way I feel is neither something I could ever explain fully or something anti-depressants could help. The italic part basically summons up the way I feel.

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