An End to the hunt for Joy, And New found Peace in Damnation
Playing with borken shards.
of so many broken hearts.
standing in a pool of blood,
all of my owe.
proved my self the betrayer once more,
that mask i thought once, broken.
Now whole upon my face,
showing only caring eyes unto the cruel world,
As i laugh and smile behind this mask once more,
drawning those in a state of weakness, As i my-self am.
merely to toy with there minds, and hearts.
leaving them broken at my feet, when the game grows tried some.
For i am Kin to demons,
a child of chaos.
For it has marked me,
and made me its own,
the only thing ever to turly expect me;
the boy who lay's with the succubis,
learns of love from the incubi,
as demons teach him the ways of the Order.
And thusly i am forsaken by all the Laws of order, and the Way of the Light.
forsaken by my fathers Odin and Ra,
I am left in the hands Of Loki And Set; The Gods of Betrayers,and Theives.
who have been Damn to the same Darkness As I.
So now i bathe,
In my own blood once more,
drawing the blade across my skin;
merely to make it bleed some more.
For from the pain,
That sick Joy,shown unto me,
by my brothers and sisters in this Darkness,
re-turns time and time again,
in the times when my heart hangs slowest,
and my Will is weakest
The Blood letting gives me twisted pleaser, and the strength to carry on.
For it is a rule of thumb;
when sorrow takes its shadowly grip upon my heart,
Only cold steel seems to push it back,
freeing my mind from The mists,
leaving only the embracing darkness to comfort me,
and my new sibling, to lick away my tears of blood.
Unto me The Gods have givth;
the keys to the Gates of Hel,
and dominon over the damned who walk that frozen place.
For I Crossed Hel bare foot Along ago,
on my way to this place, where i lay now.
So Look upon me with-out Pity,
For from my Curse, i have found Joy.
