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I can't wait till I get my Inuyasha plushie then I can just ignore all these assholes and everything will be like before! just me and Inuyasha, and my story and Kaze-chan! thats all I friggin need! nobody cares about me anyway! *is crying*
Taye-chan and Kuromi aren't here, Sabaku thinks I'm a ******** moron for no reason, and I'm still depressed like always!
I know it isn't Tayes fault, and Kuromi makes me mad sometimes thinking that I can just cheer up cause he says so. I reaaaally feel like cutting right now I'm close to it! Well Merry F-ing Christmas everyone! I'm stuck here all alone, no one loves me, I feel like a total loser, My closest friends all have too many friends to worry about me anyway (except Taye) , and again, I'm all freaking alone.

I might sound like I'm crazy and I really don't care, if I am, let me live in my dreamworld, leave me the ******** alone! I don't want anybody in fear that they'll hurt my heart again. I'm afraid and lonely and I wish my light in the darkness would find me already, but it looks like I'll die before then!