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Last night I thought about what my friends where telling me. I think its approprate to post this for all who care about me. I thought of a cool title, and I even thought of what I was going to wright, but now I can't think of most of that. sweatdrop

Two of my friends don't agree with me going to meet Heather so soon. I can understand where they are coming from, because what I am doing is not cheap, and Im taking quite a risk doing so. Tough, its something important for me to do. Heather already means so much to me. People might pass it off as lust, or a crush. But I honestly believe in my heart that it is, and can be so much more. I think I may have found a potential life partner! Now that may sound really mushy or dumb considering how long I have actually known her. To me its like the most amazing thing, and already she become something very precious to me. I need to visit it her as soon as I can, to see if I am right or not.
If the s**t hit the fan, I would much rather have my heart broken now, rather than be strung along for four years.
I was thinking of traveling at the end of the year anyway. On my list was the US, South America, Europe and the Far East. I would have gone alone to any of those places. So I see nothing different this time. There is nothing wrong with traveling alone, my sister toured Africa, my dad europe. I would just rather start my first travels someware where I can read the signs and speak the language. So why not visit my girlfriend at the same time!?

Its not like I'll be getting a tattoo, or plastic surgery. I will survive, and if I get hurt I at least know where I stand in the world, which is very important for me. I will survive, I have done quite a decient job up till now.

All in all Im a simple guy, with simple ideas and simple needs. At least I think so. I guess this still applies "fools rush in where angles fear to walk".