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i like 2 bottel up my emotions i know its not good and s**t but i just think its better so i dont hurt any1 my friend said if i keep it up one day i might just break tht was along time ago i was just in kindergarten after she said tht i found out she moved tht day and didnt tell me cause she knew i would have cryed and she was right but it didnt help me crying 4 days after even if tht was her wish i miss her i think about her lots but i havent seen or talked 2 her since then and as time gose by the pic of her in my mind blurs and i become sader i dont even reamember her voice or what she looked like crying crying crying

well....she was right about the emotions im breaking and no1 els knows it i cry every day just because i want 2 and i like to cry and get out my sword and practice wit it i know tht sounds weird but it helps me forget and yes my dad has many swords he colects them and shows me how 2 use them its nice i also like typeing in here even if no1 reads it it makes me feel beter and helps me let it out and the longer the better heart