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I really love how no one cares about whatever the hell I do unless I decide to change it because I think it may make me happier.

I told my bf that I wanted to stop writing. It's not that i didn't enjoy it while it lasted, but c'mon. When no one reads or even bothers to comment on your stuff unless you practically beg them, I see no point in continuing. And a lot of times, it seems as though they say my writing is good but they dont really mean it. If my writing is really as good as you all say then why do you forget about it until I say something? Most times when I ask about it, I get an "oh yea!!" It feels like, "oh hey, I almost forgot about that! Good thing you reminded me."

So yes, I think I'm going to stop writing. I have a feeling that stopping my art will come about soon.

My depression is setting in again. crying