Vahn Fah
Stone
You saunter across the room
Hands in your pockets
You looked me in the eyes
So I braced myself
For I know what will happen
For I am never blind
And just as I thought
You grab my wrist
And tear me out in the shadows
You could never be seen doing this
Roughly stealing kisses
Which you didn't ever deserve
Pulling me closer as if I was yours
Running your hands down me
Like I belonged to you
Because in the end I'll say yes
For in the end all the bracing I did
Couldn�t stop my own heart
From letting you win
I'll tear down the last wall
You'll take from me, my innocents
And all you left in your wake
Was a child with out a heart
A child full of stone
-Ed
You saunter across the room
Hands in your pockets
You looked me in the eyes
So I braced myself
For I know what will happen
For I am never blind
And just as I thought
You grab my wrist
And tear me out in the shadows
You could never be seen doing this
Roughly stealing kisses
Which you didn't ever deserve
Pulling me closer as if I was yours
Running your hands down me
Like I belonged to you
Because in the end I'll say yes
For in the end all the bracing I did
Couldn�t stop my own heart
From letting you win
I'll tear down the last wall
You'll take from me, my innocents
And all you left in your wake
Was a child with out a heart
A child full of stone
-Ed
Vahn Fah
Erinn
Sitting here alone
Watching my grass grow
Mumbling to myself
To think of something else
To forget your face
To simply erase
These feelings that I feel
Since when did I lose all my control?
All my precious control
How can I be ready for you,
To take that place?
It seems so immature
Though I feel you know
Things about me
That I have never shared
My arrogance is sexy
You didn't fit my cookie cutter
My hairs too short
You're too big
But you're the first
Who could handle what I'll throw
I am human when I talk to you
I do not have to pretend
Your almost worth the hurt
-Ed
Sitting here alone
Watching my grass grow
Mumbling to myself
To think of something else
To forget your face
To simply erase
These feelings that I feel
Since when did I lose all my control?
All my precious control
How can I be ready for you,
To take that place?
It seems so immature
Though I feel you know
Things about me
That I have never shared
My arrogance is sexy
You didn't fit my cookie cutter
My hairs too short
You're too big
But you're the first
Who could handle what I'll throw
I am human when I talk to you
I do not have to pretend
Your almost worth the hurt
-Ed
Vahn Fah
Buddylist
Watching things that I love die,
Wishing I could ease their pain,
Without losing my mind and them,
As I watch them streched,
Across a rack that smells of death,
And all I do is wish to take their place,
I would give up anything,
Or everthing,
To hold those that I love,
To kiss those that I may lose,
But instead I sit in solitude,
Staring at a computer screen,
Tears roll down my eyes,
I blame them on the screen, again,
My sensative eyse are cleared,
Only takes a moment,
Only would take a moment,
To hide from you all what I feel,
Takes only one moment more,
To slap a smile on,
So to those that I love,
I say only this,
Your not the only one who hurts,
When your tearing your self apart.
-Ed
Watching things that I love die,
Wishing I could ease their pain,
Without losing my mind and them,
As I watch them streched,
Across a rack that smells of death,
And all I do is wish to take their place,
I would give up anything,
Or everthing,
To hold those that I love,
To kiss those that I may lose,
But instead I sit in solitude,
Staring at a computer screen,
Tears roll down my eyes,
I blame them on the screen, again,
My sensative eyse are cleared,
Only takes a moment,
Only would take a moment,
To hide from you all what I feel,
Takes only one moment more,
To slap a smile on,
So to those that I love,
I say only this,
Your not the only one who hurts,
When your tearing your self apart.
-Ed
Vahn Fah
This is for you
Hold my face in your hand
As you hold my heart there too
Bend down softly touch my lips
Damn, your what I want
But no there is no kiss
Just touching
Just friends
Hold on tighly to my hips
As I hold on to your shoulders
I can feel where your hands are
Damn, you I want to stay
But it can't mean anything
Just holding
Just friends
Tickling you everywhere
As you hiold me down
Trying to stop me
But this is a far as we can go
Just flirting
Just friends
Staring at you Staring at me
As I try to look unafraid
Thoes eyes that looked so hurt
Damn why wont you have me
Just staring
Just friends
-Ed
Hold my face in your hand
As you hold my heart there too
Bend down softly touch my lips
Damn, your what I want
But no there is no kiss
Just touching
Just friends
Hold on tighly to my hips
As I hold on to your shoulders
I can feel where your hands are
Damn, you I want to stay
But it can't mean anything
Just holding
Just friends
Tickling you everywhere
As you hiold me down
Trying to stop me
But this is a far as we can go
Just flirting
Just friends
Staring at you Staring at me
As I try to look unafraid
Thoes eyes that looked so hurt
Damn why wont you have me
Just staring
Just friends
-Ed
Vahn Fah
Untitled
I haven't touched you in so long
You hardly seem human
To me anymore
You have been in your pedestal
While I prayed underneath you
In hopes of finding a way
To deserve you
When you finally do come down
And wrap me in your arms
My heart tires to break through
Tries with all it's might
To push through my chest
-Ed
Shame
I am shamed
I know better than to become involved with you
Now everyone knows
And I am shamed
with your kisses
Though gazes that holds the others
You escaped shame
By playing all of this in your style
You can do all of this because your a girl
And I carry the shame
Because I am the guy
The guy who got himself into this position
-Ed
I haven't touched you in so long
You hardly seem human
To me anymore
You have been in your pedestal
While I prayed underneath you
In hopes of finding a way
To deserve you
When you finally do come down
And wrap me in your arms
My heart tires to break through
Tries with all it's might
To push through my chest
-Ed
Shame
I am shamed
I know better than to become involved with you
Now everyone knows
And I am shamed
with your kisses
Though gazes that holds the others
You escaped shame
By playing all of this in your style
You can do all of this because your a girl
And I carry the shame
Because I am the guy
The guy who got himself into this position
-Ed
Vahn Fah
To my Lady of the Moon
Your the Lady of the Moon
So dark and pure
Filling me with insecurities
Feeding off my fear
Placing yourself on my lips
Keeping up with my steps
Blinding me with your light
Tricking me in to holding tight
Rambling tempting verses
Daring me to dance
Just for your amusement
Dancing patternless
Muting my feelings
Reserving all emotions
Pleasureless embraces
Astoundingly colder remarks
Day dreams hauntingly real
Dreamless nights shallow sleep
Nakedly cold slumber
Painful realizations
Deadly poison sipped slowly
With a bit of tea
Invisible dry tears
Slicing through my spleen
Eyes fully closed
Cheek upon your chest
My blood boils over
Spilling at dusk
My demons jump out
My Lady pulls away
Devil's trial boil over
Nothing is the same
-Ed
Your the Lady of the Moon
So dark and pure
Filling me with insecurities
Feeding off my fear
Placing yourself on my lips
Keeping up with my steps
Blinding me with your light
Tricking me in to holding tight
Rambling tempting verses
Daring me to dance
Just for your amusement
Dancing patternless
Muting my feelings
Reserving all emotions
Pleasureless embraces
Astoundingly colder remarks
Day dreams hauntingly real
Dreamless nights shallow sleep
Nakedly cold slumber
Painful realizations
Deadly poison sipped slowly
With a bit of tea
Invisible dry tears
Slicing through my spleen
Eyes fully closed
Cheek upon your chest
My blood boils over
Spilling at dusk
My demons jump out
My Lady pulls away
Devil's trial boil over
Nothing is the same
-Ed
Vahn Fah
Secret
You watch me as if I'll give a hint
As if you could tell by my actions
What deep thoughts my breast harbors
I've played this game so many times
That I'll contridict myself
Within the same movement of my hand
I'll leave you to ponder all the meanings
For I know I couldn't tell you how I really feel
I barely think I can show it
So I'll place you on a pedestal
And wrap you in fear
Have you there till you wilt
Because you could never know how I feel
How my heart tries to escape my chest.
-Ed
You watch me as if I'll give a hint
As if you could tell by my actions
What deep thoughts my breast harbors
I've played this game so many times
That I'll contridict myself
Within the same movement of my hand
I'll leave you to ponder all the meanings
For I know I couldn't tell you how I really feel
I barely think I can show it
So I'll place you on a pedestal
And wrap you in fear
Have you there till you wilt
Because you could never know how I feel
How my heart tries to escape my chest.
-Ed
Vahn Fah
Blind
Looking at pictures
Of you and that day
Trying to remember the happiness
Trying to remember the love
Us and that couch
laying laughing kissing
Seems so long ago
Seems slightly magical
Remember swaying softly
Talking about everything
Remember our talks
Remember my kisses
I do remember
I think it seems so long
I still love what you were
I am still hoplessly in love with you
In love with a person who ignored me
Who never took the time to notice
So I can't be in love with you
I am in love with what I thought you were
The character out of my story
The one with the same name
She, was charming and sweet
You only came off sweet
Your friends told me diffrently
How blind I was with you
-Ed
Looking at pictures
Of you and that day
Trying to remember the happiness
Trying to remember the love
Us and that couch
laying laughing kissing
Seems so long ago
Seems slightly magical
Remember swaying softly
Talking about everything
Remember our talks
Remember my kisses
I do remember
I think it seems so long
I still love what you were
I am still hoplessly in love with you
In love with a person who ignored me
Who never took the time to notice
So I can't be in love with you
I am in love with what I thought you were
The character out of my story
The one with the same name
She, was charming and sweet
You only came off sweet
Your friends told me diffrently
How blind I was with you
-Ed
