This last week has been really hard for me due to all my mixed feelings. Things have been getting better end better with one of my guy friends. I am starting to belive again that he does like me. for a while that feeling was gone but it is back, yayness. Then on the other hand i am still depressed about my other guy "friend":, the one who dumped me. I feel like i have lost one of my best friends. befor i felt like i could tell him anything. I was closer to him then i was to some of my friends whoi are girls. But now that trust is gone and every time i think about how i will never have that trust with him again i feel like crying. there have been nights i have actuallly fell asleep crying. i really want my friend back. to bad he still hasn't tried talking to me. if he would i would probablyt be likely to e slightly forgiving.color]
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stare He Joined a guy fertinerty during his first year at college. Sence normally new members are called pledegs i figure he had to "date a girl" inorder to be a part of the house. It makes sence bc if he was guy, dating a girl would be a bad thing. I would have been the easiest girl to date bc he knew i liked him anyways. He proved to the other guys by talking to me at the house and showing them my myspace. after 2 weeks he was able to prove he dated me... then broke it off, saying that "it didn't feel right bc he felt like he was dating his friend..." scream
So yeah... just thought i would give my current insight to all of this. (plus i'm really board and have nothing better to do then reflect on the past and remember how dumb i was to date him in the first place.)