Date: 6.24.05
Time: 5.16p
Yeah, today really sucked. Ricky came over earlier but he only stayed for about 30 minutes and then he left to go to Britko's party. b*****d... I mean, come on! He can't even spend a little time with me? *sighs* I mean, sometimes I just feel like he's only with me for the sex... it seems like that's the only thing we do. But he says he loves me. I don't know what to do. Well... I'm sure I'll figure it out eventually.
"Drink up baby down
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
Cause its all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing a tragedy
These mess-ups
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like
So, let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go
Just get in
Oh, its so amazing here
It's all right
Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
It gains the more it gives
And then advances with the form
So, honey, back for more
Can't you see that all the stuff's essential?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later
Now you can wait
You roll your eyes
We've twenty seconds to comply
So, let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
Casue there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go
JUst get in
Oh, its so amazing here
It's all right
Cause there's beauty in the breakdown..."
