I'm officially losing my mind.
Saturday I woke up feeling normal. Which is happy, but blah at the same time. So anyway I decide that I want to go swimming and end up talking the rest of my crew to go with me. So we all pile into the car and head towards the lake. So everybody's doing their own thing. I'm staring out the wndow as usual when I start thinking about all kinds of bad thngs and I get really sad for a minute, but no tears or anything. So we're almost there and I start getting pissed and grumbling to my self. My friend would ask me something and I'd snap at them. They're like WTF? So we get to the lake and I'm all happy and normal again.
On the way back I asked the driver to stop at Walmart so I can get a cd I've been wanting since the 15th. They stop and I go in. It turns out that the state tax is way more than I thought it was so I come out to get more change but I'm a little upset, but still normal. I go back in happy and take it to one of the front registers and I must not have heard the first cashier right because I still didn't have enough. I'd lost all hope then and went into the bathroom and started crying. Calming myself I ask a lady for some change. Of course she claimed she didn't have any. So pissed and in tears I go back out to the car and my friends are like. WTF? Are you ok? I tell them what happened and they piece together some money and give it to me. i go back in there and get the cd. I was a dreary for the rest of that day. I listened to the cd, but it didn't cheer me up either. I love it though
I've been fine every since then.
I think its early menopause or something. eek My mom thinks I need a horomone pill.
What do you think?
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