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Hey sweetie. I don't know if you read this much but I'm just going to ramble on to you or things about you. That didn't come out right. And yes, you know I have been drinking, but it's all good.
Let's see, what I really wanted to say is about our car ride. I swear to god I would have loved to slap you when you said I could, but you know.
I don't like it when you say you funny looking or people think your scary. I don't think you are and that's all that mattters. It hurts me when you say that. I think youre beatiful. People you say you are funny looking are jealous or scared. They don't know what to think, b/c you are different. People are always afraid of what is different, but that doesn't mean you have to believe it too. Please stop dissing yourself in my presence. I get mad at you, frustrated, and sad at the same time. ITs like, what the hell to say. I try to argue with you and I never win. I doubt I will win here too *sighs* Like I said you beautiful to me. Jules your a beatiful person and I love you, I do. God I must sound so freakin' drunk, but you know what they say, the truth does come out when you've been drinking. lol *thinking*
Oh, yeah about tonight. I was thinking kinky stuff. I don't know if you saw my grin, before you called your mom... you know the mischeivious one, I was thinking bad things. I'm good at that. I just get funny around people I really care about. Like saying "hi" over and over again when really close. You've noticed that I'm sure.
Val still isn't home yet, I'm on here computer. I'm thinking of what to do... too much thinking is hurting my brain...lol. Well no more wine or whatever I was drinking.... that's no fun... blaugh
Well Val just came home as did my mom so I'm going to head into my room and write in a fic or draw a picture. Whatever I feel like. lol
Ashiteru, kimi no koto wa itsudemo mamoru,
Stephanie
 Zoey Mikaela · Sat Jun 18, 2005 @ 06:01am · 1 Comments |
