I'm screaming, I'm yelling
You look at me then look away
I'm showing you, telling you
Please, please notice
How much will it take before you see?
Oh God, I'm moaning
Please send someone
I need to be held
I need to be healed
Look in my eyes
I'm not the same
Don't you miss the old me?
Why don't you notice the change?
But you just keep smiling
You nod and pretend to feel sorry for me
Then continue on with your own life
All the while, I'm bleeding
I'm breaking
My insides are twisting around
Rearranging themselves
Until I can't take it anymore
And I have to split myself open
And let it all drip out
Draining myself of the pain
I leave the scars there
So maybe you'll see them
And finally get it:
I'm...
not...
okay...
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This is my one true love.
His name is Carlos Prescott Riverra.
Aka C.P.R.
~Proud to be a Fashion Disaster~