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if you read my last journal you would know that Mark isnt talking to me anymore. and it doent really hurt but i wish that he wouldve just told me instead of just completly cutting me off. anyway when ever i see a couple my heart starts to hurt and i want to cry. I hate being alone, but i understand the importance of not rushing into just any relationship. The worst is when James and Ashley are all lovey Dovey in front of me. I wish i could have what they have. I dont want to tell my two friends that what they do is secretly killing me because i know that they are probably really happy with eachother and who am i to stop something like that just because im having a hard time. i wish it would stop i hate the feeling and i want some one there thats more than a friend with me. Plz stop the pain.
 DragonSkalez · Sat Nov 17, 2007 @ 05:29am · 1 Comments |
