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been pushed into doing something you didn't want to do but did it any way, because you think it would upset the poeple who think you want to do it? I know it sounds confuzing, but i really dont want to go to collage next year, i would rather look around and find abetter one then the community collage in town.

I know it sounds stupid, but my mom and every one thinks i really want to do it, but i never said i did... they just ... i dont know how they got the idea reall.. but i got to thinking and i kinda feel like of i do this this, then i'm not going to be able to do what i really want.. i almost feel like its usless spending of hard earned moeny...

but i dont know what to do now.. its to late to un register... and then ther are the test i have to take and i alreayd applied for financial aid... and i cant really just leave and go any were else can i?

i just dont know what to do sometimes...