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<center>If I was a ninja I would be more then a fool.</center>


Ninja Clutz
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I seem to have stepped in a puddle of depression.
Time to make small blurb rants and to add on to them when I can think straight.

-How dare she even have the audacity to even ask if she could sell MY HORSE! I hope we can get my Jewel back before she dirty deals behind our backs. I'm sick of my mom letting people who are supposed to be friends take us for a ride.

-If my mum whines once more about money troubles I'm going to snap. She has no damn right to complain since she always lets people kindly rob her of her money. Especially when that money has to do with OUR animals and thus its partly mine to make. She has no concept of reselling anything.

-My new horse beat up my other horse and the worst thing about it was that I wasn't there to stop it. Having to try and find out what happened was terrible and a cause for lots of hysterics on my part. She means so much to me I just don't know if anyone could understand.

-My grandmother's doctor gives her 5 years. Now we have to live with it.
It's bad to complain but now the pressure is on me even more then before.

-I'm just so tired of fighting and yelling. I'm never efficent enough for them.

-The few friends I have are never really there for me. I doubt they even realize how much I need them sometimes. My fault offcourse.

-Optimisum isn't paying off but all i can do is try and keep a happy face.

-I'm sick of my family always pushing our arguments to the side. It hurts to hear the lines "I don't want to talk about it" everyday.

-It's time for me to breakdown. Off to cry so in the morning I can be good and happy. There isn't much else I can do.





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I Am Rusty Shackleford
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comment Commented on: Thu Jun 16, 2005 @ 03:08am
*hugs* It's not your fault. You can always talk to me. sweatdrop heart Depression sucks, but talking makes it better. Corny but true.


comment Commented on: Fri Jun 24, 2005 @ 05:08pm
it is going to be alright. It really is better to talk to someone about these things. My friend is in a deep depression and tried to commit suicide. I kinda think its my fault becasue I never call her or talk to her that much. You just need to find a friend to talk to and that will understand and never judge you. You will get through the horrible hell called depression.



Era Etra
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