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Not that great, but that's how i would feel sometimes. i know this song is about a guy losing his girl but still. this morning i thought of this song after my family yelled at each other over a ******** stupid game. they were playing W.O.W (world of warcraft for those who don't know) and were going crazy over it. it pisses me off. i wanna take their computers and smash them so they can't play anymore. the fighting got worse and worse after they started the game. i used to want to play it, not i just wanna not me in the same room or even the same house as someone playing it. i can't wait till i get my liscens and can drive. then i'll be going to wal-mart or something. i would probably take Sora with me. Ashi made her cry eariler and i just went to my room. it really does piss me off. damn I'm getting all riled up again. this doesn't help with me being sick and depressed and a bunch of other s**t like bipolar but my mom doesn't believe me. i have most of the symptoms. god I'm gonna end this before i get the felling to bash my head in a wall to make it stop.


"Gone Forever"


Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years I
Still can't believe you're gone
So I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me with the story of our life


I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever


Now things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
So I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and ******** and fight
Until the morning comes I'll
Forget about our life


I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever


First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known it could be so much better
I hope you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever


And now it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared


I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever