Hehe, found out why I don't stay home often. xP
I begin to seriously think. About everything. The little things in my life to the biggest thing that could possibly be in this world. It just all depends on how I feel, whether I'm sick or well.
And the thing that I've been wondering about today is the state of mind everyone is this year. This school year.
This year's my Junior year, as it is for everyone. Sophomore year was pretty fun. Not as fun as Freshman, but it was there. Made many friends, which is a plus anytime for me. I love people, even if I come off as shy (yes, I'll admit it- I'm very squeamish around new people).
Yet here we are. Everywhere I turn, there's fighting.
There was Akito and me. I find it funny. I don't feel sad or regretful for any of it. Hell, I don't even dislike her even an ounce after all of that.
Then there's Nicole. I won't get into that. Let's just say, most of my respect for that girl is faded and gone. I feel bad for her current significant other, and the others even before him (even if I hate the last one with a burning passion). This then creates an argument. =__=
There are many other scenarios, I know. I just can't really think of any, or just don't feel like putting things down.
Iunno. There's just a lot of falling apart. Why? Were we just incompatible to begin with or something? I've gained many friends this year, just like last year, but at a price it seems.
Everything's so personal this year. I wish I could just lay down for a while and maybe reverse time. Iunno. =__=
I begin to seriously think. About everything. The little things in my life to the biggest thing that could possibly be in this world. It just all depends on how I feel, whether I'm sick or well.
And the thing that I've been wondering about today is the state of mind everyone is this year. This school year.
This year's my Junior year, as it is for everyone. Sophomore year was pretty fun. Not as fun as Freshman, but it was there. Made many friends, which is a plus anytime for me. I love people, even if I come off as shy (yes, I'll admit it- I'm very squeamish around new people).
Yet here we are. Everywhere I turn, there's fighting.
There was Akito and me. I find it funny. I don't feel sad or regretful for any of it. Hell, I don't even dislike her even an ounce after all of that.
Then there's Nicole. I won't get into that. Let's just say, most of my respect for that girl is faded and gone. I feel bad for her current significant other, and the others even before him (even if I hate the last one with a burning passion). This then creates an argument. =__=
There are many other scenarios, I know. I just can't really think of any, or just don't feel like putting things down.
Iunno. There's just a lot of falling apart. Why? Were we just incompatible to begin with or something? I've gained many friends this year, just like last year, but at a price it seems.
Everything's so personal this year. I wish I could just lay down for a while and maybe reverse time. Iunno. =__=
