Okay, so I feel like crap right now. I managed to stay on my try to be healthy and exercise thing for about maybe four days before I gave up, and now because I'm mad at myself, I'm eating even MORE junk in retaliation, and my exercise has gone down and I feel fat. Plus I'm on my period, so of course I'm like, totally 5 times more depressed. I'm barely, if at all, going to fit into my Hallowe'en pants and they're going to be so uncomfortable. Katie still thinks I'm beautiful, bless her, but I guess that's because she's bigger than me. Well, not much, she just looks bigger because she's shorter and has bigger boobs. razz *sigh* Emoemoemoemoemofatfatemoemofatafat and the stupid ******** at Excalibur are like *whine* why aren't you guys doing the drawings, *whine* if we can't depend on the volunteers *whine*. They said we could volunteer as often as we like. So my volunteerment has gone down. I sort of want to draw Dumbledore coming out of the closet, but I don't have faith in my drawing, and I haven't done my avatar art yet, never mind most of my homework that I should be doing so I don't back myself into a corner of panic. At least I'm going to Improv Night. That should improve my spirits. 3nodding I hope. I wish all food was good for me.
