stare I'm starting to hate people again. I'm not being emo. I'm annoyed on the way people treat others and me. I always do what everyone wants and really don't know what I want. I always said to myself that I should do what makes me happy and everyone should do the same. That's not working anymore. I'm not scared anymore, that I'm turning 18, I'm okay with it now. I permanently decided that I won't get married and have kids. There will have to some SUPER SPECIAL to change my mind. And is hard to change my mind. I'm not like every other girl and I'm not like a boy...I'm my own gender. I am my own person. And that just makes me feel more alone than I am now. I do talk to some people...who are online. My old friends from New Mexico don't talk to me only one! And here in Arizona I don't like anybody...So yeah I feel so alone.
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