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地雷は地雷です... わたしのもの Hehe yea brahdah dis iz mine so I gon write anyting in dis ting keh?
Shattered
The blood dripped onto my face. I scream. I run away from that nightmare. But I have no where to run. I'm trapped inside this small box in a big world. I pray in a wisper. "Dear Lord, Save me from this pain I'm suffering from. I will not curse the girl who did that to me because I loved her but now, I stand here breaking a promise that should have not been broken". I talk to her. She stand there motionless stareing at the ground. My dreams-shatterd into tiny peices that wounded my body. The blood dripped onto my face. I scream in pain. She grins....


-P.S. Jeez, Candace, just leave me alone. Forget about me. Being friends again doesn't change anything. That one mistake you made.......you can't change it. It's already in the past. Please, just let me be so I can live my life in peace. I cut the string that connects our hearts. Now we proceed in seperate ways. Good-bye to our friendship.....forever....good-bye.

P.S.S (for Alan)- I'M NOT EMO!!!!!! scream !!


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  • User Comments: [16]
    Whoa. That's touching. Are you feeling okay or do you need some cheering up, Shana?

    comment Harui_Cho · Community Member · Mon Oct 22, 2007 @ 01:20am
    crying I guess......I'm okay...Yesh, I'm alright 4laugh

    comment katbushana · Community Member · Mon Oct 22, 2007 @ 05:36pm
    Ahhh. If you're sure. Oh! *drops 30 pound bag on ground* I've got candy for you to help! Sort of. I think.

    comment Harui_Cho · Community Member · Mon Oct 22, 2007 @ 08:46pm
    O.O....nani......Is it halloween already??? whee Arigato gozaimasu *rei* ...I need help eatting all the candy crying .......owarimashou 3nodding

    comment katbushana · Community Member · Tue Oct 23, 2007 @ 01:41am
    you sob

    comment Fortrance · Community Member · Wed Oct 24, 2007 @ 01:56am
    Not yet! Candy just makes people feel better! (Especially chocolate.) We're celebratin' early with extreme sugar rushes!!! (*hugs* You're welcome! If you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to look me up. mrgreen )

    comment Harui_Cho · Community Member · Wed Oct 24, 2007 @ 10:59pm
    I like only Chocolate 3nodding any other candies - that are hard - will make me ill. Like that last time I ate a cherry lollipop and then now I have a cold crying . It makes my throat itchi and sore crying . Yesh! I love to get sugar rushes (especially if I drink soda)! (*hugs you too* Thank you - again - for your help and support. I feel better now! I'm happy that you're by my side 4laugh

    comment katbushana · Community Member · Sat Oct 27, 2007 @ 07:06am
    emo is a type a music thats my Definition of "emo"
    and tuff luck thats life don't cry about it life isnt perfect. emo

    comment Fortrance · Community Member · Thu Nov 01, 2007 @ 05:24am
    Actually, chocolate can make you sick too, but I hope that never happens to you Shana. Hopefully, you'll only go on sugar rushes from chocolate. whee (I'll stay by you Shana. There's no way I'll leave you to get hurt. *hugs*)

    comment Harui_Cho · Community Member · Fri Nov 09, 2007 @ 11:56pm
    Yeah! Like how I ate a huge bag of hershy kisses, the next day I had sore throat and then after that I had mucus in my throat (yuck!) ! Awww~ Sayuri. Your too nice 4laugh *hugs* Thank you.

    To Alan: Yeah, yeah. I know that stare I already knew that. I'm not sad anymore because I have lots of friends by my side. By body and spirit 3nodding Well, see ya at school biggrin .

    comment katbushana · Community Member · Mon Nov 19, 2007 @ 03:27am
    I know it's a bit late but... I'm sorry. :]
    And no, you're not emo... -________-
    Lol. -.-; I realized that.
    You were my best friend and.... you know, every night you were like that I felt really upset.
    I just wanted to help you, but I didn't know how...
    How am I suppose to know when I never had experienced anything like this...

    I feel horrible...
    how exactly am I suppose to feel good when you're in pain???
    When you were like that... I felt like I was "feeling the pain" with you.

    You know, you said that our friendship is gone forever, but, now I'm ready to take the chance and start over as friends. From the beginning, I don't care if this takes a long time. >________^
    But, I'm SURE I won't make things worse... o-o; if there is any... o-O;
    I changed. And I know what I should be doing now... ^__________<;

    comment iKandice · Community Member · Sat Feb 09, 2008 @ 08:36am
    …Dude…
    You posted this on Febuary 9th 2008. What happened on that Friday that changed your mind????

    comment katbushana · Community Member · Sun Feb 17, 2008 @ 05:12am
    What happened was... that I couldnt bear NOT being w/ you...
    Oh, and that I got sad and stuff... ^-^;
    It was hard on me D': (so like yeah, lol)
    Oh, and the late response was cuz I couldnt figure out my username and password... sweatdrop
    Im sorry,
    Lmao xD

    comment iKandice · Community Member · Sun Mar 30, 2008 @ 05:42am
    私は許す。しかし... 私達は第6 等級に前に程に近くない。私は正常な人として今扱う。これは少し粗いが、決してMonica 及びQi を取り替えない。はい、彼らは私の親友今である。友人として私を受け入れる私の他のよい友人はPoasa 、Kierra 、Henry、Gibson 、Jonathanおよび人々である。私は真剣に取らない。私はあなたに好む他のどの話す。私は好む他のどの扱うが、私達の友情を低い保つ。私はCandace を許す。

    ps-If you reply to this (meaning you understand everything) I will not ignore you anymore.

    comment katbushana · Community Member · Sun Apr 06, 2008 @ 03:32am
    xD
    Lol. 0.0
    ohhhh, uhhh, sure? 0-0? (i know what you saiddd.. typed)
    Lol, xD
    Yeaaah yeahhh. razz No need to make it sooo... fancy? 0.o
    Just type english xDD
    Ill reach to be your close friend one way or another.
    ^_____________________^"
    Cuz I love you so much. x33 [[no homo 0.0!]
    TeeHee biggrin
    LOL, Jonathan/Johnathan xD w.e his name was... 0-0;; *cough cough* xDD
    Lmao, ;D if you know what i mean. ;33
    Lol, jk's. (':
    ergh, this is giving me a headache. -_______-"
    So, Im just gonna end this comment now (:
    oh yeaahhh, one more thing. ^________________<
    FROG! OMFG! FROGGGGGGG!!!! 0_________0!!!!
    Ew, ... reminds me of frog legs... -______________-"
    biggrin Okay, doneeeeeeeee
    ^_______________<"

    comment iKandice · Community Member · Sun Apr 20, 2008 @ 05:39am
    That was the weirdest comment I ever had.

    Jonathan? Pssh, And?

    Happy birthday to you too.

    Yo mama!

    heh?

    nani?

    morayo?

    whadja say?

    Okay nice way to end a comment.

    Lol jk jk sweatdrop .
    I need to get used to this nonsilence between us. So TALK TO MEH!!! scream
    lol 4laugh

    comment katbushana · Community Member · Tue May 13, 2008 @ 06:29pm
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