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So much happens before me, but I do not care
It's seems I've reached the limit, of what I can bear
Nothing seems to scare me, I feel like I'm dead
I stand in the shower, water rounds my head
I don't blink my eyes, I stare at the wall
Walls begin to steam up, what happened to them all?

Now I'm desentisized, I don't feel a thing
I don't even know, what I'm pondering
My eyes don't look away, they always look straight
I stand here alone, I know it is my fate
It was my best friend, that always stood by me
Until he got his shotgun, and set his own soul free

Another flipped her car, and lost her chance at life
She was hooked to life support, I'm stuck with constant strife
My grandpa and my dog, also met their fate
Way before their time, from god's vengful hate
No one now can hurt me, no pain can be hurled
I'm already dead, to this hateful world