Today was actually pretty good. I talked to Dan for like an hour and a half about. Which was pretty cool. Though I didn't go over to his house which was cool with me. He need to spend time with Jay and Jaron anyway. They went fishing.. I wonder if they caught anything good. It's sad that I have friends telling me where Dan is all the time and who he's with... I never ask them to.. they tell me on their own. Some of them even tell me that I'm to good for him, but... I don't agree. I'm defenetly not too good for Dan. I don't think I even deserve him.
I don't like really like Jay anymore.... he'd always feel me up on the bus. He'd like grab my breast and rub my thigh... I didn't say anything to him and I never enjoyed it. I even believe he did it when I was going out with Dan, but he knew too. I couldn't say anything.. I froze up. I shut everything down like I used to do when my step brother used to touch me. Jay even tried to feel me up at Dan's house..
Now that reminds me that I want to go to the lake. I want to go fish lol. I love fishing. I used to go all the time. I don't anymore though.. we don't have a boat and my first step-dad is dead. He was a real fisher... we would always go fishing in the summer time. I loved it. I never caught any really good fish. The only thing I ever caught were pan fish, sunnies and cropies. I'd get small bass sometimes. It's probably because I only used a worm. I once caught a turtle lol. It's sad though, you practicly have to rip their guts out to get the hook back. Once a fish peed on my mom which was great lol. Yea.. I had some great times fishing.
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I saw Jenn and Phil walking together towards the court yard. The art room is next to the court yard. It turned out, they were in Jenn's locker. So we were walking out of the building [across from art room], and right as we did Phil and some chick came up beside us. I swear I saw them holding hands!!! They pulled away from eachother and the girl was saying how Phil was helping her keep Adyn from kicking her a**. Well, I got uspet and walked off crying. Like, I figured it was my imagination after a while, but when Catherine said to Mr Stine, when he asked what was wrong [he stopped us], she said I saw Phil holding hands with another girl. O.O When I knew she saw the same as me, I knew it had to be true. We got to class and I took my test - crying. >_<; I did well though! O.O; Surprisingly.
Anyway, later on that day Jenn told me that Phil and the girl weren't holding hands. Phil said the same thing. Then after school, the girl said it too. So... I decided to believe they werent. Though, if they were, I am sure they'd stick up for eachother. Ya know? Cat chooses to believe what she saw, and I REALLY believe that too. I swear I saw them holding hands! I am not all that crazy. sweatdrop