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today, I found out that I'll be getting real counseling starting next tuesday, at 12...and god im scared as hell....i hate talking about "whats wrong with me" s**t, i hate talking period...When my school counselor told my parents I desperately needed counseling, they decided to be cheap and ask the preacher from my dads church to talk to me...but all he did was tell me about how to get saved, and tell me i need to move in with my dad...and get baptized...suiside wasnt even menchioned...so he helped me a hell of a lot...not...
I have no clue what im suppose to tell this chick...the only reason i ended up talking to my school counselor was because my friend melissa caught me tryin to kill myself, and literally dragged me to the counselor and sat by my side, and got me started on telling the counselor what was happening...that was sooooo scary...i cried more then i talked and now I have to see a profesional and "get help"... i think the main reason im so scared, is because i want help soo bad, but i know that no1 can help me...i very well know that theres nothing she can do to make me want to live in this corrupt world...but i want help...
if anyone reading this has ever gone to a counselor, did it help you? and how bad was it? plzplzplz if u hav any advice, i need it
 hopeless punkhead · Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 10:13pm · 0 Comments |
