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Hello you guys. You might know me, you might not, but either way, if you read my journal, you'll get to know me better than you do now. I might whine a little, and also talk about myself too much, but that's what journals are for, right?
I... I have a few problems going on right now, but if you want to know about them in depth, just go to my xanga journal. http://www.xanga.com/midnightraven1 is the link to it. So... yeah. I'm in love with two people. One of them is my best friend, and the other one is my boyfriend, Ian.
Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely conscious you'll say to no one
Isn't something missing

You won't cry for my absence I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant
Am I so insignificant
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me

Even though I'd be sacrificed
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me

Even though I'd be sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me

And if I bleed
I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
Awake without you there

Isn't something missing
Isn't something

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me