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Alone in the darness
trapped in my soul
i feel my heart breaking
my body is so cold

i want your arms around me
for hope that i could
find my strength in weakness
and finally feel good

i am alone in my mind
no one even cares
about my thoughts of suicide
and no ones ever here

i run through this darkness
searching for a way
to find the road to your heart
to find the path to day

i finally fall to my knees
my face drenched with tears
i start to lose all my hope
ive been lost for many years

i try to have trust in friends
but i never can explain
all my emotions locked inside
theres nothing left to gain

i lay there on the cold ground
wishing you were here
i cut my wrists with a knife
and my blood meets the air

i lay there and slowly die
my blood on the ground
until my heart finally stops
still no one is around...

my lifeless body lies there
in the middle of the woods
lost in the darkness
running did no good.