I'm so asleep I'm almost dead
But the thoughts still race around in my head
Talking with you, it hurts so much
But I'll never make it without a crutch
My legs are broken and I've walked too far
I slipped and you saw my array of scars
Hiding is pointless but I'm so afraid
Don't want to give in and go back to the blade
It's tempting, the thought of being so numb
Though I fear the monster I know I'll become
The tears won't fall, so the blood cries for me
Telling you a whole different story
Time heals wounds, that's what you say
But look at me, I am not okay
Healing a heart just takes too long
And I can't wait, I'm not that strong
So leave me, broken, here to die
It's time to say one last goodbye
Don't say the words I want to hear
Please, just let me disappear
But the thoughts still race around in my head
Talking with you, it hurts so much
But I'll never make it without a crutch
My legs are broken and I've walked too far
I slipped and you saw my array of scars
Hiding is pointless but I'm so afraid
Don't want to give in and go back to the blade
It's tempting, the thought of being so numb
Though I fear the monster I know I'll become
The tears won't fall, so the blood cries for me
Telling you a whole different story
Time heals wounds, that's what you say
But look at me, I am not okay
Healing a heart just takes too long
And I can't wait, I'm not that strong
So leave me, broken, here to die
It's time to say one last goodbye
Don't say the words I want to hear
Please, just let me disappear
