I'M GOING TO INFLATE LIKE A BALOON WITH USELESS EMOTIONS AND WHEN I FILL UP I'LL 'SPLODE AND EVERYONE'LL BE LOOKING AT ME WHILE I'M FREAKING AND HAVING AN EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN WITH FACIAL EXPRESSIONS KIND OF LIKE THIS!
O.o'? <--this
But the sooner I get it over with the sooner I might regain some of my senses. I'm to sensitive, I take things too seriously, and I brood. Those are my worst faults, and they keep me from being happy. I suppose I'm a high-maitenance person just because I need constant reassurance that of everything so that I know I'm not messing up, or else I'll freak out, which is another fault. Then I do like I'm doing now and point out my faults, but for what purpose? Is there one? Maybe deep down I think that if I understand what's wrong with me then I can pay more attention and keep it from getting progressing or maybe stop it from happening in the first place so I won't have the words "********" and "loser" thrown at me in the same sentence. It would be nice if "whiner" wasn't there either, but It's not a good idea to keep your hopes high, eh? I do whine sometimes, though, and often without realizing it. Does it strike me at the time? No, it doesn't. I guess I have to be told, but then when I am it's like a major blow to my wilting ego, though I suppose to some extent it needs to be said. I don't know what I'm thinking right now... TO HELL WITH IT!
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