This journal entry is really for on person who won't talk to me on here. So please if you are reading this, you may be the person I want to see this. Please read if you think you are that person or not.
I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you
Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new
Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
If a certain person reads this, then you know who you are and know what I mean. I want you to know that I'm sorry. You wont talk to me and have ignored me on here so what can I do now? What more do you want from me? I cry, I beg, I plead that you will be the old you. That is not too much to ask for. This is not the Christain friend that I once knew and could talk to about anything. I will always think of you as a friend, and as a brother. Never foget that. Because I could never, no matter what may happen between us, I can't forget about you.
God allowed us to be friends for a reason, you helped me about baptism, and I would be completely wrong and believing in the wrong thing. You've done so much for me. Why does it have to end? I won't let it. I'm trying, I really am. Please don't give up on me. I know you probably already have, I think you've even said it, but why would you let it all go down the drain? Hey, it is your decision. I can only fight for it for so long and I believe it is coming to an end. If you aren't the person who wasn't supposed to read this, Sorry you had to read through it all.
XxScared2DreamxX Community Member 
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