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A Crying Rose
By Chelsea Maldonado

When I see him with her
My heart just dropped
When he hugs her
I just wish it was me
How he pushed me out of the way
To sit next to her
All I wish for was that it was me that he yearned to sit next too
When he hugged me saying thank u
I felt as if I could melt
Wishing it was becuz he cares
Not becuz of someone else
I would I love for him to love me
The way that I love him
If only it could be
But he does not love me like that
He only cares for me as for a friend
All the things he does for her little or mighty
He will never do for me
But I guess its no use
Crying over split milk
But wait its worse then that
Its...A BROKEN HEART
But i cant help it...I LOVE HIM
But out of everything
I hate and love him...all at the same time
As he is with this other girl
All I can do is sit and watch...
As it all happens before my ever eyes
The person i love...i let go
And just be by his side when needed
Yes that's right...Ill be a friend
And if that is the closes
I ever get to him
Well then...so be it
Yes..nothin in this world world make me happeir
Then to be his girl...that girl that I wish I were so much
But seeing that is not going to happen
I am happy just being his friend
After all that was wat he was before my love....