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if i give up...what will i do to my friends and the people i love...will they even care?what if...i jumped off the cliff?would any of my friends cry?what if i drowned in the raging ocean...would my family feel sad?what if...i took a gun in my hand...and shoot my head...would people cry at the sight of my blood?if god gave me life...what did the devil give me?did he give me the option of ecscape?no...he gave me hell...so if i do...end my life this second...god would not take me into heaven...i would soar down the path to hell...the black ashen flames licking at my souls sorrow...but would any one care...my question is...if i died...right this second...would any one cry?would u kiss me a good bye?no...no one cares...