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So this might be just my imagination, but did my dream guy ask for my virginity?!
Yes he did.
And if he is my dream guy...then why did I refuse?
I want to be fun, flirty, and I want to live life to its fullest.
Something keeps stopping me though.
What could it be?!

Is it just me?
Or is it the people around me?
Am I being watched, judged for things I haven't even done yet?
Yes...I am.
Who said I had sex?
Who said I did drugs?
Those people that make up stories, just becuase they don't have a life.
I'm sick of it, everything people say.
I'm not a whore, I've never even touched a p***s, let alone stick one inside of me!
So who says I sleep around?
Who says I get drunk and let guys take advantage of me?
My enemies...though I thought I had none.
Apparently though, everyone decides to believe them over me!
When will I get a say in how my life goes?

Yah I had my first kiss, and yah it sucked a**.
But nothing happened after that.
So why can't it be left at that?!
Why can't it just all go away.
Those horrible, horrible, mean things people say.

This has been my nasty no good day!