I am also trying to spend a lot of time withm y bf which is SOOO freaking hard with school and his school and work >.< But we somehow see each other a lot.
When it comes to next year I have no clue where I am going for uni or if I'll even be able to go...I am stressing out now in highschool..send me off to uni and I am sure I'll blow my brains out >.< Bascially I am looking into getting some meds ot help me...my social worker has been saying I need drugs for a while now but I somehow mangaged tolive without them..I won;t be able to this year...and NO WAY will I be able to go through uni without a lot of help - it is going to be SO hard.
And then I start thinking..wait - why stress out? Likes bring death on early and relax! Sadly...that would suck since I wouldbe leaving behind everyone I care about..and my kirky x.x Ohhh wel..what to do?
Check List
-load gun
-get bullets
-shoot up school
yay lets go! *skips off*
wow...this was a ******** up journal O.o
