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life is seriously weird....
i want a new sitting arrangement now....
RDT's been bugging me like hell for the answers, and if i won't tell her
she keeps shouting bull
(sigh) she hates me for not telling the answer
and i hate her for depending on me

Well, i guess i have some faults too,
i admit, the reasons i won't tell her the answers, isn't because i want her to be independent and learn through experience,.... hell no!
Even if that was the excuse i used on her and on myself,
i knew, deep down, that i hated her.... i hated her so much.
for teasing me, laughing at me, calling me names,
everything i did to her, i did it out of anger, regret and revenge
heck yeah do i understand it wasn't good
but i guess... i couldn't put myself to help her
to waste my time on such a self centered meow~

I'd rather help brian.... and she hates me even more for that.



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