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its dark
i cant see
i am blindfolded and bound
most carefully
i cant see
but i can feel
i can hear
i can taste
all of my sences have been increased
i hear the creak
of the door opening
someone trying to be as quiet as they can
but i know this person
he comes to me every night
so different every time
i smell him comeing closer
i start to panic
but then relax
i feel gental loveing kisses
all over my body
starting from my toes
all the way up
this is my lover
but i know him to well
he changes
to fast
for me to notice right away
his kisses turn to nips
his loveing words
turn to breif memories
from my past
he enters me
asking if ive been bad
a shiver runs down my spine
as i shake my head no
im a good girl i say
ah he says
but good girls wouldnt temp me like this
he starts pounding in me
i moan
in both pleasure and pain
good girls
he says
would not like
what i am doing right now
more words that bring back bad memories
and i realise i do like this
whether i want to or not
he knows it
it scares me
tears run down my cheeks
i want my lui back
where is my lui
i say
he changes again
he pulls me closer
right here he says
let me down i say
let me down and let me see you
he unbinds my wrists
kissing them gentally
as he continues to make love to me
he removes my blindfold
kissing the tears
from my eyes
im here re re
i feel safe again
he kisses me passionately
and speeds up
i cant take this anymore
i scream out his name
in my release
we both collapse
in eachothers arms
i whisper i love you....
as thick as the blood
flowing throught my veins
my passion is my pain....