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Call me Poison

They Call me Poison
They call me Sin
They Call me Toxic
a Death So sweet
Most Would try again

I'm a Disease,
I'm a Cure
The ******** Plague
You all want to hear

a toxic bi-product
Of an Over used systems
One That Burns Out, Blows away, and Devastates
all Born under its Régime

I'm the ******** Saint
and I'm The Bloodily Sinner

I'm Hope and Its Loss
That Pain That Feels like a drug

I Suffer from My loathing
For all those Who Just Cast me off
And Loath My Suffering, At there Clawed finger tips

Because I'm a ******** Up, with out Reason
I'm a Mistake, That was planed

So Pardon Me If I want to Scream
Because Nothing Means anything
And Everything Is about to mean nothing

They want You Want to Forget me?
Try to wash yourself Clean
Because I’m already Under your skin
You Know you want to hate me
You know You want to Curse my Name
So spit in My face, and See me for what I am

They Call me Poison
They Call Me Original Sin
They Call me A Snake and a Lair
When truths all I speak

Take Comfort In my "lies"
Take Comfort In My "empty" embrace
When to me Its all Truth, And All I have.

But Since We Know You cant
Just Take My hand and we'll face the dawn
With Blood Streaked faces, and Bile stained Teeth
We'll Breathe In the Venom they call air
Spued Forth from the Lungs Of Those who made me

As They say I'm Poison
As They Say I'm Sin
As They Say I'm Death
when All I do is speak,

so Listen well
and Let Me Wash Over you
and when You awake
Alone cold and tired.
Know It was me,
Who Needed to be by your side

Never Forget the Warmth This Poison Can bring
Remember The good Its done
When Swallowed By the Malicious, and the vicious
Remember The Burns, and the aches
Remember It all, Because all I can do is forget
With a Bottle in one hand, and Pills in the other

Since as soon as you hear my words
So well Planed, and Born from the Only Purity I had Left
I know You'll return to there sides
The ones Who seem like reflections of My past
The Ones like those Who Dosed me With this poison
That makes me Sick to be

They Call Me Poison
They Call Me Sin
They Call me Toxic

When Poison was Something I meant to be
While Sin hides is the Crimes I committed
As I became toxic for Those who'd hate me

Yet They Don’t know, It was Those Who cast me off
For making the Mistake Of being Human
That Turned Me into This Cancer Of the Earth

Yet Don’t Know How Far I came
Before Stinging Words Sent me Running again
They Don’t Know Who I am
Yet the Judge me Poison
They Judge me a Mistake
another ******** repeat
When I'm The only one who knows how to remain unique

So I'll Just ******** There Judgments
I'll Just ******** There thoughts
Cause Its Something to do On a Lonely Friday night

They Want to Judge me?
They Think they Know me?
They Only Know My actions
and Not what I think

I've Got My Issues,
And I've Got My Fatal ******** Flaws
But at Least I can See Them
That Least I own Them
Because There's No ******** Way They Own me anymore

I've been Shown The Path,
Right back to where I need to be
So what If I have to Be Left alone
So What If I have to Forget what I Felt

Doesn’t mean I'll ever Really Do either

because I remember The Times

Before they Called Me Poison
Before they Called Me Sweetest Sin
Before they call Me Toxic
to everything with skin