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Crimson
"I do everything I can to show you I love you,
and I don't wanna feel...
I do everything I can to tell myself that the pain isn't real.
And I do it all for you...

Lying to myself, to avoid the pain,
let's dance around the truth till it catches us.
Glancing on the bed, I can see the blood stains,
I remember what you did, just before you left."

Ash
Never in my life have i understood this feeling
I hurt you because I dont want you to over power me
I dont want you to take control
I want the power
But i want to love you
I dont want to hurt you anymore

Let's dance around the truth til it catches us
so that we may be happy
but please
save me and stop your pain
make me feel the warmth of your heart
let it melt away my fear of pain

Crimson
As so within,
I am so without.
As I need,
I go unneeded.
Smother me with you lies and words of "love"
Bash my heart into an eternal sleep,
what I sow, you shall reap

No matter where I run, I cannot evade my own shadow..."

Ash
I will stop the pain
I will never raise hands against you again
I will keep my temper
I never want to hurt that beautiful skin
that god has allowed me to touch
I kiss you you to stop the pain
Never again will you feel my wrath
Because i love you

Crimson
If you love me, then love me.
I can't bear to stand in the confusion anymore...
The arms I ran to have turned to ash.
The flames were of my own jealousy.
If I ask you to hold me again like you used to,
could you?
If I asked you to love me again like you used to...
Would you?

Ash
I will say yes
and we shall love like before until the days our bodies are returned to the soul we stand on
I shall love you forever

Crimson
If you love me.
Then love me.