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...ok?


so my brother ryan says im emo cuz i go on gaia


he said

"your emo! always going on gaia or whatever that is....i bet its emo myspace for emo kids like you! your such an emo!....go slit your wrist emo"

stare




what a little f*****t


whatever

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STOP BUGGING OUT! JESUS CHRIST!


[sorry....im venting....ignore please]

WTF!?!?! WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY FAMILY THESE DAYS?

MY MOM IS TRYING TO KICK ME OFF OF GAIA AND MYSPACE FOREVER BECAUSE RICKY IS WHINING THAT HE NEVER GETS ON THE COMPUTER [FOR MYSPACE] BUT HE USES THE WII DOWNSTAIRS....PLUS HE'S NEVER HOME! HES ALWAYS OFF CAMPING WITH MY COUSINS [WHO DONT EVER THINK TO INVITE ME] OR AT A FRIEND'S HOUSE......
PLUS SHE WONT STOP TRIPPING OVER TROY!
SHE THINKS IM ANEREXIC!
WTF?!?!?!

MY DAD IS SHOCKED I HAVE A BOYFRIEND AND WANTS ME TO END IT!

RYAN KEEPS CALLING ME EMO AND CONTINUOUSLY CLAIMS GAIA IS "EMO MYSPACE" AND PERSONALLY SEEMS TO SEE NO DIFFERNCE BETWEEN ANIME AND EMO....


AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON RICKY

WHAT A FREKAING RETARD!!!!!
HE SHAVES....[YOU DONT WANNA KNOW WHAT....BUT HE DOES]
AND HE TELLS ME ABOUT THREESOMES HE HAS AT HIS FRIEND'S HOUSES....MAKING OUT WITH GIRLS.....ALL THIS REALLY RETARDED STUFF THAT HE SHOULDNT BE DOING!!!! AND MY MOM FREAKS OUT THAT I HAVE A BOYFRIEND? KEEP RICKY ON A LEASH WOMAN.....JESUS!


THIS HELL IS DRIVING ME NUTS....IM LITERALLY GOING CRAZY...EVERYWHERE I TURN SOMETHING RANDOM AND COMPLETELY WRONG IS HAPPENING....
SCHOOL IS MY SANCTUARY AND MY MOM YELLS AT ME FOR NOT SPENDING TIME WITH HER....WHEN I AM BURIED UP TO MY NECK IN HOMEWORK SO I CAN EXCELL IN LIFE...AND ITS NOT LIKE I CAN ASK HER FOR ANY HELP WITH IT ALL BECAUSE SHE DOESNT "RECALL" EVER LEARNING IT...SHE CLAIMS TO HAVE "BEEN SLEEPING" IN THOSE CLASSES....

AND THEN I HAVE TO FEEL BAD BECAUSE SHE STARTS TELLING ME ABOUT HOW SHE WAS ABUSED AND HAD FOSTER PARENTS BECAUSE MY GRANDMA AND DEAD GRANDPA WERE ALCOHOLICS AND SCREWED UP....AND HOW SHE WAS DIRT POOR OR SOMETHING...AND SO IM GUESSING, SHE THINKS IM A SNOB....I ASK FOR NOTHING BUT TIME WITH MY FRIENDS!
I NEED A BREAK!


...*sigh*


there....much better biggrin